Yes i notice that too on a lot of ppl i see in my school and im happy im not one of those hh :))) thank you :D
YESS! very important i mean my life changed bc of her XD :P
0.0……….’horror’ noooo! whats with this question >-< uhh i dont…. actually i imagined it a lot of times what would it be like but….if the real thing happened i dont know how would i actually react :(
probably it would crush me inside and for 2-3 weeks or more i most probably wouldnt go to school(anywhere at all). She has cardiac arrhythmia and some years ago she had to be hospitalized bc of that and sometimes her heart still hurts and beats really fast. When that happens im so scared that she might get heart attack or just faint :(. now she is getting medication and is better but still its not 100% sure that nothing will happen hh. So i thought about it a lot and i really wish nothing happens.
If it would happen i couldnt get close to anyone else that deep(in friendship meaning) and for all my life something would just be empty and hollow inside of me(maybe with time it would heal and if someone was with me) but otherwise it would be hard(REALLY HARD).
ty for question.